I mean, today would have been the perfect day to get started on watching one of the shows listed in yesterday’s blog entry (Thanks for all the input by the way). Â And that was the plan. Â But I got distracted and ended up researching U.S. small value stocks. Â And, while I’d like to say I’ll probably start tomorrow, chances are I’ll more likely be researching international small value stocks instead.
I think I need to be more realistic with myself about my to-do list and, more importantly, my to-when list. Â Take that feature script that’s been rattling around in my brain for going on two years now. Â I actually broke the story, got my scenes down, and fully intended to write it during lockdown in 2020. Â Except I wasn’t all that motivated to do much writing (or reading) during lockdown, so the script got pushed. Â To top of 2021 when I decided I would finally sit down and write it. Â BUT, 2021 came and went and so did my plans for that script. Â Now, here we are deep into 2022, and while I do think about writing that script, my interest has waned. Â As has my enthusiasm for writing pilots or, really, writing in general. Â I’ve come to the point where I”m deriving more satisfaction from stock research than from making up worlds and characters, truth be told. Â On the one hand, theoretically sad I suppose in that this industry has leeched every bit of enjoyment I once enjoyed from plying my craft, but at this point I don’t really miss it so I can’t really argue it’s all that sad. Â On the other hand, I’m having a lot of fun doing something else, something completely different that has been a whole new learning experience for me over these past couple of years.
That’s not to say I won’t start writing again at some point. Â Who knows? Â Maybe, one of these days, I’ll be struck by inspiration and spend weeks hammering out a new pilot. Â Or, even crazier, one of the various shows I’ve developed over the course of these past few years finds a home and I’ll be drawn back into production –

Or maybe I wake up one morning and actually start writing that feature.
Or not. Â And if I don’t? Â Meh.
P.S. $AMCX, $COOP, $GEF, $LPX, $PRDO, and $SMP have all made my short list.
Today’s Yes/No…




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